Brink

Sigh…
What is this…?

Beaten up by life,
It is the norm.

Why is she not bothering me?
Did I do something?

Humans are hard to understand,
Relationships are hard to foster.

Am I that of an asshole?

The blame game beings,
Inside me, not hers.
I am killing myself, slowly.

Would she know? No.
What if she does? She won’t give a damn.

This is the part where overthinking starts,
Over-contemplating,
Over-analysing,
Over-assuming,
Over my head.

I just can’t do this anymore.
To love unconditionally.
What is this? Love is never fair.

Especially when you are the one pouring,
And is very bad at it,
And the other party just…
It is a pain in the neck.

I’m just tired of dealing with this,
Love thing.
I feel like it is no longer worth my effort any more.

Whatever happens, happen.
Murphy’s Law.
Nevermind.
Just let life hold the wheel.

Invisible 

Craving for more? Down below:
Treachery
Art of First Sight
Running Away
Lepers
Facing Abject Submission
3.14159…
“You Can Do This.”

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Hope. Joy. Feelings cloaked as words.

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