no. no. no. no. no.

Temptation.
Roaring into my wearied heart.
Ripping my resistance well apart.

My body was moving by itself.
No.
My conscience pleaded.

Growing stronger,
I’m turning into nothing.
No. Please no. 

Slowly engulfing me,
I’m powerless, feeble,
WEAK.

Pushing away,
Fighting,
Nothing happened.

No.
No.
NO!

Fucks were not given.
Perhaps…
NO! PLEASE NO!

Defeated.
Again.
For the millionth time.

Crying, compunction,
Norms that haunt me,
Momentarily.

No more.
Please.
I can’t…

Perhaps…
No one will ever know.
Indulge in pure ecstasy.

Don’t be scared.
Don’t fear.
It will pass.

No…
Please, stop.
no. no. no. no. no.

Infect

Craving for more? Down below:
Come ON!
Pulled Away
A Call To Reform
Invisible. Real.
“I’m Still Alive.”
HARAPAN BARU
“You Have The Choice.”

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