Sick, again.

My body is weak.

How can I fall sick twice in a two months span?

Too much stress, I reckoned.

It is not like I simply eat or sleep,

All of it originated from stress,

I did not cope well with it, I reckoned.

Overthinking,

Academics, relationships, handling people.

Too much, why am I like this?

If I am working, how hard it could be,

None of this bullshit will happen.

Why is my body that traumatized by this period of life?

I still could not understand.

I just need to switch up my sleeping schedule,

Eat more consistently,

Easier to be said than to be done.

Sigh.

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I should stop blaming everything.

I should stop blaming myself.

I should stop, just stop blaming.

I… I must change,

Endure, persevere and go with the flow.

No point at fighting back or going against the flow.

Handling people is not my forte, especially relationships.

I should be patient, draw the line where it should be drawn.

Stop overthinking, stop stressing myself out.

Just doing one thing less,

It should be easy.

Hopefully.

Craving for more? Down below:
Can. It…
When Is Ready?
We, Maybe.
Talk Too Much.
Shhh…
Zzz…
Struck.

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