Lifeless

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Scroll.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Scroll.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Scroll.

Refresh.

Bored.

Close app.

Open games.

Same thing.

Same rules.

Same everything.

Lost.

Anger. Frustration.

What are they thinking?

Close games.

Open social media.

Flying from one platform to another.

Scrolling endlessly through the seamless content.

Bullcrap.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Scroll.

Tap. Tap…

Interesting.

read. read. attention span snapped.

Tap.

Scroll. Scroll.

Close social media,

Open Youtube,

Scroll.

Type. Type. Type.

Watching.

Watching.

Rendering.

Boring.

Why am I watching such kind of things?

Why are there nothing that I can watch?

Why am I so edgy?

Why am I so in need of doing or knowing something from my phone?

Where does this anxiety come from?

What is going on in my mind?

There is no solution.

I fall back into this trance.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Scroll.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Scroll.

Why am I doing this to myself?

Why am I wasting my time?

You know you can do something else 

Rather than having your mind on airplane mode.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Oblivion.

I am sinking deeper into the abyss of nothingness.

Finding no purpose.

At all.

tap. tap. type.

scroll.

Go make some…

Tap. tap. tap.

scroll.

Go do some…

tap. tap. tap.

scroll.

Go…

tap. tap.

scroll.

tap.

scroll.

.

.

.

What am I doing?

sleep.

no.

tap.

tap,

 

 

tap.

scroll.

browse

watch

browse

watch

useless. meaningless.

not productive at all.

scroll.

tap.

sleep!

tired.

repeat.

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