time is dripping away
so as my life force
dwindling into subtle nothingness
drifting away from consciousness
i do not know
how long or how far
am i away from diving into
an abysmal darkness, blackness.
zip.
my head had a mild trance.
zip.
not once,
a frequent occurring issue
an invisible, but palpable
problem.
zip.
i kept losing my head
to a throbbing pain
ebbing away my essence of life
treading on deep waters
zip.
i…
zip.
feel like closing my eyes
take a rejuvenating rest
but
zip.
the damage dealt is…
zip.
.
cannot be undone.
zip.
.
i’m afraid
of losing me.
zip.
everytime i have an idea
it will be a murder.
everytime i have something
in my head
i can’t remember shit
it just happened in a flash
everything *poof*
i forget
forgotten about what to do
forgotten about the purpose
forgotten about me
zip.
.
zip.
.
my memory is starting
to fail me
not once.
i…
zip.
.
zip.
.
i…
can’t think
straight anymore.
i…
zip.
.
zip.
.
i…
am…
zip.
.
.
losing it.
losing me.
lost.
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