Breathing silently,
Deeply.
Life is passing us by.

I want to know
How I
Am still alive, right now?

This lingering dilemma
Questions
My existence, purpose and values.

The realm of possibility
Is vast
Beyond my imaginations.

Anything can
Happen
Anytime, anywhere.

As the incident
Hits me
I must be able to fit in.

Adaptability
Controls
You.

Improvisation
Opens
Your choices.

Overcoming
Raises
You to the occasion.

I am afraid
that i
will start to lose myself, again.

time and time again
i will tend to lose myself
to the gushing winds of life
i am just unable to see
the broader spectrum of life
i will wander off to
the ephemeral things of life
i am a fool for believing
the short-termed delirium
i am stupid to believe
laziness can bring me up.

no,

after more than a year,

i just realised

nothing up until this point

is doing any good to me

but,

all of these

put me down to a deeper hell

now,

i just need to get out

get the fuck out of this rotting hell.

a hell created by me.

fuck it.

im out.

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