“wake up.”
“wake up!”
“you’v…
who am i…?
what am i doing here…?
am i still…
alive? me?
my eyes were burned with
searing white lights
tiring, lethargic,
wearied, my soul.
fall back
just fall back into that trance
the peaceful trance
the unwarranted reverie
the beautiful nightmare
fall back into it
never wake up from it again
soundly,
peacefully,
lay back.
wher…
“you’ve been asleep
for a year and a half!”
huh?
“wasting a year and a half
in total”
“wake up.”
“wa…
Poof!
i forgot
my mind has been reset
i forgot what had happened
my mind has been reset
to seek for comfort
temporal comfort
i am tired
my bones are screaming
muscles hurt
knees weak
take out your phone
browse through Youtube
watch nonsensical videos
sleep through your studies
go, do those.
watch Youtube, watch videos, watch Youtube, watch videos, watch Youtube, watch Youtube, watch Youtube, watch Youtube, where are the new videos? I am craving for more! Give me! Give me more videos! Just fucking give me those videos, i want to satisfy the emptiness in my soul.
i feel empty after watching
meaninglessness
i feel empty after watching
so what? watch MORE!
watch, watch, watch, watch, Youtube, scroll, scroll, scroll, scroll, Twitter, watch, watch, watch, watch, Youtube, scroll, scroll, scroll, scroll, Twitter, watch, watch, watch, watch, Youtube.
Keep watching.
Do not stop.
waste more time
keep watching
keep watching
keep it up
not enough
watch more
not enough
watch more
wha…
nothing is enough
i am…
watch more! Youtube!
don’t know.
watch more! Youtube!
useless
watch more! Youtube!
damn…
i am done.
i am so done.
i am not getting me back.
What are you thinking?
watch more! Youtube!
Stop thinking!
watch more!
Numb that fucking mind of yours!
watch more!
watch more!
.
.
.
i can’t
i just can’t
anymore
i want to stop
i want freedom
but i never disciplined myself
freedom = discipline
i can never do it
my discipline
i am so done
this is grueling
dreaded
treachery
.
watch more!
stop thinking!
watch more!
let your life pass you by!
watch more!
.
.
.
i just can’t stop myself
i just can’t help myself
the shortcomings
the negativity
the downfalls
are conspicuous
clear and right in front of me
i still can’t hold myself.
.
.
. watch more!
Help…
watch more!
God…
watch more!
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