head to head
we face
depression
you are actually
not as scary
as i thought,
the only thing
that is intimidating
is when i hide from you,
as i came to you,
you are nothing
compared to me;
you are a mere hindrance
to the greatness
that resides within me;
you are just
lonely,
empty,
a vessel seeking to be filled.
i have awakened from your trance
i am able to gain control over me
again.
i stood, singularly
in the midst of darkness
the shackles that once bounded me
were gone,
the rambling of the cold hard metal
disappeared,
the solitary darkness that engulfs me
no longer exists.
but,
i am not whole.
i am still fragmented
probably due to
the year or so torture
by me
i need to re-gather me.
as far as i can see,
there are no visible parts of me
my vision is still blank
pitch black
depression is no longer
my fear
my downfall
my enemy
i have neutralised it
the incognito target
that misplaced my life
into shambles
stop blaming
i look forward
seeing nothing
i need to search
for me
the long lost me
in the arena of reality
with my lost senses
hallelujah
God, help me once more
to be whole again.
.
.
never.
.
.
forget.
.
.
or… else…
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