head to head

we face

depression

you are actually

not as scary

as i thought,

the only thing

that is intimidating

is when i hide from you,

as i came to you,

you are nothing

compared to me;

you are a mere hindrance

to the greatness

that resides within me;

you are just

lonely,

empty,

a vessel seeking to be filled.

i have awakened from your trance

i am able to gain control over me

again.

i stood, singularly

in the midst of darkness

the shackles that once bounded me

were gone,

the rambling of the cold hard metal

disappeared,

the solitary darkness that engulfs me

no longer exists.

but,

i am not whole.

i am still fragmented

probably due to

the year or so torture

by me

i need to re-gather me.

as far as i can see,

there are no visible parts of me

my vision is still blank

pitch black

depression is no longer

my fear

my downfall

my enemy

i have neutralised it

the incognito target

that misplaced my life

into shambles

stop blaming

i look forward

seeing nothing

i need to search

for me

the long lost me

in the arena of reality

with my lost senses

hallelujah

God, help me once more
to be whole again.

.

.

never.

.

.

forget.

.

.

or… else…

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