12 days until my final exams. This has been a wake-up call for me, the past month was. I grabbed hold of the opportunity, studied as much as possible, but I still falter from time to time.
I do not have the heart to do any recap because everything is just messed up at this point, I really do need to get my shit together. I only have two goals for next month.
That is all I ask from me. I need to be disciplined and shut myself out from the world of the internet.
Time is not on my side anymore. There is not many hours left for me to count. I need to remain calm and collected, facing the waves, riding and reigning supreme over them.
I apologise if my writings are less interesting or lacking of a ‘wow’ element, I must zero in on my studies. This is a catch-22 situation, Hobson’s choice is my only choice, I need to somehow pull this shit through, no matter what.
Help me, grant me the strength and wisdom to study as much as possible, give me the confidence and the heart to study, bless me with the correct answers when I am writing them down during the exams, keep me in the pink, I do not want to fall sick again.
Jesus, open up my eyes to the things unseen, teach me how to love like You have loved me, break my heart for what breaks Yours, everything I am for Your kingdom’s cause.
As I walk from earth into eternity.
I pray and declare in Jesus’ most might name,