re: catharsis #15

chained

locked up

the security is tighter

this time around

“I ain’t falling for this again.”

.

.

the chains came crumbling down

the skies opened up

stillness came rushing in

as if i am resurrected.

don’t be content.

don’t lose guard.

don’t forget.

i stood in the midst of whiteness

at least it was not darkness anymore

i got to feel again

i am not going back

to the cesspool

that i was trapped in

for years.

i fell

hard.

i am getting back up

gradually.

i have no much time

left.

i just woke up

from the nightmare

my body

my mind

my soul

my heart

impaired

scarred for life

i am not as daunting

not as courageous

not as creative

not as me before

but,

i am awakened

anew

a new me

a better me

is re-discovered

in the rubble of

the aftermath.

this war

this battle

has not ended

yet

the enemy is pushing hard

so am i

i must push even harder

breaking me

breaking the enemy

breaking my limits

once and for all

Craving for more? Down below:
catharsis interjected #14
interrupted catharsis #13
No Time Left (November Goals)
Lost In Japan (Last Day)
re: sense two #12
re: sense one #11
Lost In Japan (Day 5)