a therapy
a way when there is no way
a real talk
a relationship with God
a place to vent
i did this
all because
i had no one
i chose no one
to help me
out of this hell
that i created for myself.
i need to cross this bridge.
the bridge of facing me,
facing my own problems
myself.
this is a lonely world
nobody is going to be
by your side
even when you enter the grave
or you are living life
except God.
i unconsciously,
God planned
that i should be able to endure this
and yes,
He is right,
i am able to pull this through
with His help.
i need to define me
this is the sole purpose
of this catharsis,
to get me out of
the feedback loop from hell,
to break me free from
the indirect control of technology,
to severe my bonds with
the devils within me.
through writing
the panacea to my problems
is found
not a hundred percent
but at least
it helps.
there is no one to blame
except for me.
there is no more time left
for blaming
here and there,
i realised.
i should not be wasting anymore
of my precious time
i have done it for the past
one and a half years
i should not be doing so
anymore.
this is an absolute disgrace
a steep learning curve
i learned my lesson.
this is a herald
of my awakening.
this will be my first and last time
that i am going through this
i am sick and tired of staleness
i rather be beaten by challenges
rather than sitting my ass in the comfort zone.
depression is a real thing
conformity is detrimental
negativity is contagious, deadly
i have been oppressed
by me
the hallucination
that i created for me.
let bygones be bygones
live in the moment
thank you, God.
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True. true.