falling;
failing,
is a norm;
is a reality,
difficult to grasp;
unable to accept.
we fall
more than
we get up;
we fall
more than
we grow up;
we fall
more than
we learn.
every time
falling down
teaches us a lesson
a hidden one
most of the times,
if we could not understand it,
we are bound to make
the same mistakes
falling unto
the same ground,
spiralling back
to square one.
we are ignorant.
we do not realise
what we have done wrong.
we are oblivious.
we do not realise
that it is our wrongdoings.
we are nothing more than
humans.
mistakes is what
makes us human.
it is only natural
for us
to fall
all the time
we must learn
to accept our mistakes
and move on,
find the panacea
to get up,
again.
but,
we did not
we are not children anymore
we do not have innocent hearts
able to fall
again,
and again,
until we learn.
we just give in
to whatever that
hinders us,
we meekly succumb
to the mountains
that are unsurmountable.
we are mere
failures.
another problem.
we keep blaming ourselves
as a hideaway
from our falls.
we use multiple platforms:
Twitter,
Facebook,
Youtube,
Instagram,
this very blog,
as a getaway
from our falls.
we just…
i…
i just do not want to get up
it is so tiring
getting up
just to get beaten down again.
i…
i just want to give up,
i am putting up a facade
to cover my mistakes
avoiding them
not wanting to resolve them,
just like a sitting duck,
waiting for things to happen,
instead of solving them
myself.
i am…
a…
“Stop right there.”
it is futile blaming anyone
it is a waste of time doing so.
why not
just be disciplined,
come out with a solution,
and be the one
who takes action
to control,
to solve,
to defeat,
the problem.
.
Help, God.
Help me, God.
This is hard.
Amen.
“Nothing is impossible,
when God is by your side.”
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