the times when i lost control

Relapse, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal. This time it is not that different, but totally different from the previous times that I fall into this feedback loop from hell. I went back into the addiction cycle that I gotten rid of years ago, this time was more hellish compared to the previous time. Imagine yourself,Continue reading “the times when i lost control”

Switched

This is a post talking about the recent changes of my life. I switched courses from Pure Maths to Pure Mechanical Engineering. Although I had to waste one year doing so, but I would rather waste one year learning something new and applicable rather than four years doing outdated stuffs that would not add value to me. Realising it late is indeed painful and time-consuming but I take it as an expensive lesson that cost a year to learn how to always self-reflect from time to time with clarity.

Decisions. Decisions.

This is what have been going on inside my head for the past few months. Quite messy and rather screwed up. But, it is a matter of getting a slap from my conscience and waking up to clear my head. It is not a good piece to read, but please do not let this writing affect you negatively.