re: hope #29

the thin gossamer thread that i held on for years it has not snapped nor has it torn apart, it remained stout, sturdy and solid. Through the depths hell, Over the nine mountains and eight seas, There is nothing That could cut This thread of hope, Not even the dreadful depression, Nor even the sinister […]

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re:surrected #28

Awakened, I am unconscious no more, I am in control. Although I am still in the midst Of darkness And wastage, I am more in control, compared to last time. It is me who have the carte blanche over me, not my desires, not my body, not my dissatisfaction, it my heart and mind, my […]

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re: broken #27

it is only when i am broken, i discover myself, how the pieces of mine came about, how the brokenness made me whole again. holding my breath, closed my eyes, counting my blessings, listing down my times, i realised myself after i was shattered into million pieces, smithereens, most of them were dust, some of […]

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sixth sense #26

i am hungry, the hunger inside me, is craving for, more. desperation is lackluster, i am. living without hunger is not human. being hungry meant being human. if i simply forgot how to be hungry, just being comfortable, i could not imagine more than being stagnant. this is not what i want, i do not […]

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re: sense five #25

towering concrete jungles, minute hindrances, cycling through habits, indulgence peaking, i am here, in the midst of this, mess. i just woke up from the conformity, i want to break away from the mass. not realising how difficult this is. tearing away a part of my flesh is painful almost un-do-able. it is not impossible, […]

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Fall, Hard. #24

falling; failing, is a norm; is a reality, difficult to grasp; unable to accept. we fall more than we get up; we fall more than we grow up; we fall more than we learn. every time falling down teaches us a lesson a hidden one most of the times, if we could not understand it, […]

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re: sense four #23

meaning; purpose of life changes, alternates between the realities that we live in. what do i actually want in life? what is the purpose of this life? there is no definite answer it changes from time to time. as we grow with realism, our minds will me moulded to suit the reality around us, conformity […]

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define catharsis #22

a therapy a way when there is no way a real talk a relationship with God a place to vent i did this all because i had no one i chose no one to help me out of this hell that i created for myself. i need to cross this bridge. the bridge of facing […]

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catharsis reasoning #21

the artificial lights were superficial. i saw me glaring blankly into the pixelated screens i looked dumb stupid, idiotic, as i did nothing to stop my life from being taken away by the social media giants. cross-legged, i was still watching attentively, paying full attention, unwavering worshiping the pixelated screens my eyes were glued to […]

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