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Binge Watching: An Addiction

I am addicted to watching Youtube. It has been more than 3 years since I never left the circle that Youtube created around me, I have been clocking in more than 3 hours of watch-time per day. Youtube videos are... Continue Reading →

i am slacking off.

Waking up to my biological clock, it was around 6 a.m. I picked up my phone, dropped it beside me and fell back into slumber. I had this going on for a couple of weeks, waking up and sleeping back... Continue Reading →

Withdrawal

Mind racing, heart thumping, head pounding in the dead of the night. I promised myself not to take it, again. I just, I could not resist the temptation, my body was craving for it, the fulfilling delirious ecstasy, a dopamine... Continue Reading →

Parasitism, Addiction.

Waking up to the chimes of the alarm from your phone, I got up. Without a second thought, I slugged to the other end of the room, took up my phone, shut the alarm. I did not put down my... Continue Reading →

re: addicted #18

why. why. my. my. i am back in this state the state where hope and dreams are pixelated. the instantaneous escapes, the immediate gratifications, the almost too real life that is present in front of your very eyes locked in... Continue Reading →

Apple Screen Time

Ever since the iOS 12, there was an unsettling thought that was implanted inside me. This is my third week using this feature, it really does make me feel uncomfortable that I am ever conscious about how much time I... Continue Reading →

What Am I Doing?

Procrastination, Laziness, Taking everything for granted. I was still the same old me, Wanting to avoid As many problems As possible, Never wanting to face them, Man to man. I'd rather hide around, Go around, Circumvent... Wrong word, it should... Continue Reading →

Breaking Free

Designed to impair, To destroy yourselves, By yourselves, With your very own hands.

Just, STOP!!!

The revamping of my new self has been greatly disrupted by school, and mainly because of my feeble self with the lack of grit. My life is skewed away again, not on drugs, but with the addiction of wasting time.... Continue Reading →

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