F*** It

Losing myself, Into the abyss Of reality itself. Doing the things That I do not like Which will indirectly Tire me out Easily. I do not want This life to be like this To be consistently Fulfilling others’ Needs. Entangled in between Me and myself; Reality and conscience; I was stuck, I could not think […]

Read More

Zzz…

Since then, I really appreciate sleep more than anything else in the entirety of my life. Who knows when I started liking sleep, literally craving for it like never before. Adolescence years- those dumb years, staying up late, sleeping at the bare minimum, not feeling any burden at all. As I marched into adulthood, time […]

Read More

You Are Not The Only One

Tears were rolling down my cheeks, reflected resplendently upon my blighted soul, transpiring the depths of my layered protective feelings. Encapsulated in those thick layers, there was I, buried deep down. Cocooned in myself, crying by myself, leaving tears where no one could possibly know. Those layers were just a facade, a cover-up, a sugar-coat […]

Read More

schIzOphreniA

Beep. Beep. Beep. A rudimentary morning, routine clean-up to be done. My mind was still groggy, not a single noise was interrupting yet with these quiet wee hours after a peaceful sleep. I got up, running auto-pilot, got myself cleaned up and made a cup of morning joe. A distorted voice muffled into my head as […]

Read More

Bad

I was running, breathing methodically using my newly developed running breathing method, it sounded absurd, but it worked better than breathing irregularly throughout a run. The tarred road slapped against my soled feet, I counted my steps, my breaths, my laps, not the time that I had spent on my run. I ran because I […]

Read More