re: sense three #16

Breathing in The intensity of the situation, The wastes of my time, The dread of my mess. Taking in, Collected. Breathe in… … … .. . Breathe out… … … … … … .. .. . Breathe. “Now.” “we need a solid plan.” … .. . “God.” Dear God, I am here, just as IContinue reading “re: sense three #16”

interrupted catharsis #13

painsufferingdespairimpairmythoughtsare painconfusionnoselfcontrolidonotwantto thisismyheadmessedupasever icouldnotthinkstraightthisisthesign thatiamgoingbacktosquareone atthispointiamconfusedasever powerlessuselesssenseless i am defeated once again congrats… i am back to darkness again falling spiraling wandering into the darkest me. succumbed given up i am losing myself my grip the gossamer hope shimmering dimming at the horizon i am one foot away from my demise i can… iamsouselessmylifeismeaninglessitissodark icantseemyfuturewhatismypurposeagainContinue reading “interrupted catharsis #13”

When Is Ready?

Never rush a situation to go fast or yourself into a situation, never do that, like never. Those scenarios proposed in front of you are for the you who is ready, not off a whim. I am a very rushy person, I love to make things quick, being impatient mostly. Often times, with my harshContinue reading “When Is Ready?”

sHuT tHe F! (Explicit)

Facts, knowledge, Last minute cramming, Anxious, scared. The motherfucker walked in, Not a metaphor, nor a description, It was an actual human, The motherfucking human. He came in, Casually, As if everyone welcomed him, I ignored his shit, Letting him went on with his shit. Fuck that shit. He was not welcomed, That crooked oldContinue reading “sHuT tHe F! (Explicit)”

October Goals (Inspired)

This post idea is taken and inspired by Jess from Daring To Jess. Go and visit her wondrous lifestyle blog and share some love to her by following her blog. Previously, I planned out a weekly schedule to get my life back together, but no, it did not work out, at all. I screwed up after fiveContinue reading “October Goals (Inspired)”

Mind Deviation

The remnants of the space craft was the only company that I had after the intense outbreak in the intergalactic fight of the tyranny. We were the Resistance, and we suffered stellar losses but a phyrric victory. But… how… why… did I do that? Against the tyranny, we though we had no chance of winning, theirContinue reading “Mind Deviation”

Consumed

I must… take… him… out…! Mustering all the strength in my physique, learning that my enemy was just inches from death. He was partially dead, laying helplessly in front of me. I grabbed the ground for support in order to pull myself to him, an arm after an arm, pulling myself closer for vengeance that consumedContinue reading “Consumed”

Other Side

“When you put the magnesium into an acid, it will produce…” boring… I’m not interested in this stuffs…  Hello from the other side. It was markings from a pencil, it was not there, I did not write anything. I tried to erase it, another line appeared, Why do you want to erase me? My heart skipped a beat,Continue reading “Other Side”