Hope. Joy.. Feelings cloaked as words.
What is life? A simple rhetorical question that we ask ourselves every time that we need to. Most of us wander around in this realm of life without any definite purpose; most of us live simply just to find the reason to live; most of us live for the sole hope that life is going […]
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My mind was as hollow as it seemed, I was limping forwards, into the direction of nonentity, chasing blindly whilst catching my breath frantically. I was gripping tightly, desperately to the plastic crutches supporting my ability to walk, putting myself to the front with the least amount of energy possible. Weariness overwhelmed me gradually, in […]
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painsufferingdespairimpairmythoughtsare painconfusionnoselfcontrolidonotwantto thisismyheadmessedupasever icouldnotthinkstraightthisisthesign thatiamgoingbacktosquareone atthispointiamconfusedasever powerlessuselesssenseless i am defeated once again congrats… i am back to darkness again falling spiraling wandering into the darkest me. succumbed given up i am losing myself my grip the gossamer hope shimmering dimming at the horizon i am one foot away from my demise i can… iamsouselessmylifeismeaninglessitissodark icantseemyfuturewhatismypurposeagain […]
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rolling rolling my mind my body drained sucked this is a loop i knew it in my bones and yet i still ignore it those signs conspicuous unperturbed my soul something is wrong with me something went wrong somewhere some so me. i need to stop searching for why but to look for the panacea […]
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Routine, as usual- going to school, going to work, stuck in jams, reading the same material, waiting for nothing. I pulled myself out of bed, scrolling through Twitter, watching some Youtube for an hour or so, trapped in the social media feedback loop from hell without having any conscience to break-free whatsoever. Upon reaching school, […]
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Life, An unending cycle, Of repeat. Repeatedly being beat down; Repeatedly being shot up; Repeatedly feeling happy; Repeatedly feeling sad. A loop of feelings, Incessantly deluging our lives. However, The probable worst form of repeat, Is routine, nothingness, Meaningless. “You are not good enough.” “You are worthless.” “You…” Silence. Reverting into the plain routine, Where […]
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