interrupted catharsis #13

painsufferingdespairimpairmythoughtsare painconfusionnoselfcontrolidonotwantto thisismyheadmessedupasever icouldnotthinkstraightthisisthesign thatiamgoingbacktosquareone atthispointiamconfusedasever powerlessuselesssenseless i am defeated once again congrats… i am back to darkness again falling spiraling wandering into the darkest me. succumbed given up i am losing myself my grip the gossamer hope shimmering dimming at the horizon i am one foot away from my demise i can… iamsouselessmylifeismeaninglessitissodark icantseemyfuturewhatismypurposeagain […]

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catharsis 10

head to head we face depression you are actually not as scary as i thought, the only thing that is intimidating is when i hide from you, as i came to you, you are nothing compared to me; you are a mere hindrance to the greatness that resides within me; you are just lonely, empty, […]

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catharsis 008

rolling rolling my mind my body drained sucked this is a loop i knew it in my bones and yet i still ignore it those signs conspicuous unperturbed my soul something is wrong with me something went wrong somewhere some so me. i need to stop searching for why but to look for the panacea […]

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catharsis 7

jailed imprisoned incarcerated in my head darkness wreathed around me my heart is still beating i am still, breathing i thought i was long gone but here i am seated, strangled my vision is failing me darkness is all i perceive coldness is all i felt loneliness, alone singular “how many times i have to […]

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Chained Parapet #5

Darkness did not conquer the sky, it was clear as if the day had just started in this continent. I jogged through a dense forest, it was uncanny, the silence that was emitted in the forest. My pace did not drop, I ran faster, somebody is on me, I sense danger, accelerated through the forest. Hum… Hum… there […]

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Consumed

I must… take… him… out…! Mustering all the strength in my physique, learning that my enemy was just inches from death. He was partially dead, laying helplessly in front of me. I grabbed the ground for support in order to pull myself to him, an arm after an arm, pulling myself closer for vengeance that consumed […]

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Insomniac

The somnolent light glazed my room with a mellow tone, sleeping spores were puffed, permeating the room. I pressed my pillow against my head, trying to surmount my insomnia, battling against the dread of the night that kept me up. The battle was incessant, from the tick I laid my head on my pillow, waiting for […]

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Shimmering

Resplendence in the waning glow of the dreariest nights, I was haunted by the undaunted ebony figure that silhouetted above me, engulfing me in his unimpeachable and unbreakable grip. I cocooned at the furthest corner of my mattress, confiding myself to my own impediments, consumed by fears of not making it through the very day […]

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Shalom (Three)

I was back in a dark room. An archaic wooden chair was placed in the midst of darkness. The sad recognition of the demise of my family hurt my heart so much. I did not feel like moving a muscle, my heart only could handle that much, my insides were shattered into pieces. Why did […]

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