the times when i lost control

Relapse, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal. This time it is not that different, but totally different from the previous times that I fall into this feedback loop from hell. I went back into the addiction cycle that I gotten rid of years ago, this time was more hellish compared to the previous time. Imagine yourself,Continue reading “the times when i lost control”

5 A.M. Club by Robin Sharma (In-Depth Summary)

Wake up at 5am, own your morning and elevate yourself. This is not just a trend or a trait, it is a mental exercise, like going to gym but for your brain, it trains your mind and unlocks countless possibilities during the process. Change is hard at first, messy in the middle, beautiful at the end, although it is a painful process, but it is a means for growth.

interrupted catharsis #13

painsufferingdespairimpairmythoughtsare painconfusionnoselfcontrolidonotwantto thisismyheadmessedupasever icouldnotthinkstraightthisisthesign thatiamgoingbacktosquareone atthispointiamconfusedasever powerlessuselesssenseless i am defeated once again congrats… i am back to darkness again falling spiraling wandering into the darkest me. succumbed given up i am losing myself my grip the gossamer hope shimmering dimming at the horizon i am one foot away from my demise i can… iamsouselessmylifeismeaninglessitissodark icantseemyfuturewhatismypurposeagainContinue reading “interrupted catharsis #13”