the times when i lost control

Relapse, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal. This time it is not that different, but totally different from the previous times that I fall into this feedback loop from hell. I went back into the addiction cycle that I gotten rid of years ago, this time was more hellish compared to the previous time. Imagine yourself, […]

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Decisions. Decisions.

This is what have been going on inside my head for the past few months. Quite messy and rather screwed up. But, it is a matter of getting a slap from my conscience and waking up to clear my head. It is not a good piece to read, but please do not let this writing affect you negatively.

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Class Review & Sorting Notes (UTM)

Since it is almost the end of my 2nd semester, it is time to sort out my notes in an orderly fashion and snap the tutorials, finals, tests and notes into a soft-copy form. It is honestly not much but I just compile them to share with my course mates or other people who needs […]

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Online Class for University Students, Good or Bad?

Disclaimer: This is a post about my opinions, feelings and thoughts that are from my own perspective. It may contain biased statements, intended sarcasm, satire and borderline or over-the-line comments that may get my degree hanged. Hopefully this post is taken with a grain of salt (in a good way) and an open mind, I […]

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The Fault in Expectations

My university [University Technology Malaysia (UTM)] has recently implemented a new system regarding extra co-curricular activities. I am going to write constructive, honest opinions about how I feel and how it should be executed. Speaking from my point of view, hopefully no one will feel offended but instead take what I, as a fellow undergrad […]

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Great Teacher Onizuka GTO (Anime Review)

A blast from the past, this anime was produced almost two decades ago, I came across this anime on Youtube, simply got hooked on the anime style and the message delivered in every episode and so started my 16-hour binge watch of this anime. Onizuka was and is a delinquent throughout the entire series and […]

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Why Do Children Cry When They Go To School?

Jogging at the usual route of my housing area in the breezy misty morning where the boughs of the trees waved at me exuberantly basked in the morning sun. As I was taking a corner, I passed by the kindergarten that have been there over half a decade, its number of students increased through the […]

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