Breaking Chains, Breaking Crutches.

My mind was as hollow as it seemed, I was limping forwards, into the direction of nonentity, chasing blindly whilst catching my breath frantically. I was gripping tightly, desperately to the plastic crutches supporting my ability to walk, putting myself to the front with the least amount of energy possible. Weariness overwhelmed me gradually, in […]

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catharsis :re #finale

I am alive, I can breathe, I will rise again. Lesson learned, Advice heeded, Eyes opened. No more depression, No more self-depreciation, No more meaninglessness. Hopes, Dreams, Love, Restored. The light penetrated through the murkiness of darkness. My fears dissipated away along with the darkness that was a part of me. I was saved By […]

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catharsis reasoning #21

the artificial lights were superficial. i saw me glaring blankly into the pixelated screens i looked dumb stupid, idiotic, as i did nothing to stop my life from being taken away by the social media giants. cross-legged, i was still watching attentively, paying full attention, unwavering worshiping the pixelated screens my eyes were glued to […]

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re: catharsis #15

chained locked up the security is tighter this time around “I ain’t falling for this again.” . . the chains came crumbling down the skies opened up stillness came rushing in as if i am resurrected. don’t be content. don’t lose guard. don’t forget. i stood in the midst of whiteness at least it was […]

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re: sense two #12

forgetting is the root of being human apparently i am forgetting something someone someone who is important very important… i know i forget but i do not know who i am forgetting. my senses are dwindling i do not want to lose my conscience again it is a race against time if i linger more […]

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re: sense one #11

Searing, my head was throbbing in pain as I got out from the trance. Sitting, staring blankly into the emptiness that lied within me, as far as I could see. I sat singularly in the middle of nothingness, rolling with everything that I got, I was still unable to control my body as if I […]

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catharsis nine

bring it i am ready to face you depression reality i just realised this year or so i was spiraling uncontrollably into the abysmal feedback loop from hell depression . paralysed by the cruelty of depression i was not able to gain full control over myself i just let myself drift away into nothingness leaving […]

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catharsis 7

jailed imprisoned incarcerated in my head darkness wreathed around me my heart is still beating i am still, breathing i thought i was long gone but here i am seated, strangled my vision is failing me darkness is all i perceive coldness is all i felt loneliness, alone singular “how many times i have to […]

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666 catharsis 666

“wake up.” “wake up!” “you’v… who am i…? what am i doing here…? am i still…  alive? me? my eyes were burned with searing white lights tiring, lethargic, wearied, my soul. fall back just fall back into that trance the peaceful trance the unwarranted reverie the beautiful nightmare fall back into it never wake up […]

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