GREATER

Blood was dripping down my chin as I stood wobbly with a beaten-up body, I was at my limits as my vision started to swirl into a blurry tango. The opponent was laying flat right in front of me, not just the previous one, the recent ones were there too, heaving nothing but a waste […]

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Black Box #finale

Days, weeks, months passed. The void that I was living in was simply too good to be true, I could not even imagine what it was like outside, anymore. I just wanted to rest on my laurels, wait for things to fall into place for me, stop being me, anymore. Letting everything go, including my […]

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Asphyxia

Sleepless nights, endless stars. Incessantly flowing, a hindrance to my well-deserved rest for the day. The commentaries were akin to roller-coaster rides inside my head, I ran them through as many times as the stars there were in the skies, reiterating, learning from those incidents, overthinking about them. Acting was never an easy job, it […]

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re: sense three #16

Breathing in The intensity of the situation, The wastes of my time, The dread of my mess. Taking in, Collected. Breathe in… … … .. . Breathe out… … … … … … .. .. . Breathe. “Now.” “we need a solid plan.” … .. . “God.” Dear God, I am here, just as I […]

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re: catharsis #15

chained locked up the security is tighter this time around “I ain’t falling for this again.” . . the chains came crumbling down the skies opened up stillness came rushing in as if i am resurrected. don’t be content. don’t lose guard. don’t forget. i stood in the midst of whiteness at least it was […]

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re: sense two #12

forgetting is the root of being human apparently i am forgetting something someone someone who is important very important… i know i forget but i do not know who i am forgetting. my senses are dwindling i do not want to lose my conscience again it is a race against time if i linger more […]

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catharsis 10

head to head we face depression you are actually not as scary as i thought, the only thing that is intimidating is when i hide from you, as i came to you, you are nothing compared to me; you are a mere hindrance to the greatness that resides within me; you are just lonely, empty, […]

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catharsis nine

bring it i am ready to face you depression reality i just realised this year or so i was spiraling uncontrollably into the abysmal feedback loop from hell depression . paralysed by the cruelty of depression i was not able to gain full control over myself i just let myself drift away into nothingness leaving […]

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Face to Face

A figure was marching into our direction, it appeared out of thin air, stirring up suspense and hindrance to our journey. We were more than tired as we had to wake up in the middle of the night to start our journey. “GO!” I shouted to my family to move on without me first as […]

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