Black Box #finale

Days, weeks, months passed. The void that I was living in was simply too good to be true, I could not even imagine what it was like outside, anymore. I just wanted to rest on my laurels, wait for things to fall into place for me, stop being me, anymore. Letting everything go, including myContinue reading “Black Box #finale”

Asphyxia

Sleepless nights, endless stars. Incessantly flowing, a hindrance to my well-deserved rest for the day. The commentaries were akin to roller-coaster rides inside my head, I ran them through as many times as the stars there were in the skies, reiterating, learning from those incidents, overthinking about them. Acting was never an easy job, itContinue reading “Asphyxia”

re: sense three #16

Breathing in The intensity of the situation, The wastes of my time, The dread of my mess. Taking in, Collected. Breathe in… … … .. . Breathe out… … … … … … .. .. . Breathe. “Now.” “we need a solid plan.” … .. . “God.” Dear God, I am here, just as IContinue reading “re: sense three #16”

re: catharsis #15

chained locked up the security is tighter this time around “I ain’t falling for this again.” . . the chains came crumbling down the skies opened up stillness came rushing in as if i am resurrected. don’t be content. don’t lose guard. don’t forget. i stood in the midst of whiteness at least it wasContinue reading “re: catharsis #15”

re: sense two #12

forgetting is the root of being human apparently i am forgetting something someone someone who is important very important… i know i forget but i do not know who i am forgetting. my senses are dwindling i do not want to lose my conscience again it is a race against time if i linger moreContinue reading “re: sense two #12”

catharsis 10

head to head we face depression you are actually not as scary as i thought, the only thing that is intimidating is when i hide from you, as i came to you, you are nothing compared to me; you are a mere hindrance to the greatness that resides within me; you are just lonely, empty,Continue reading “catharsis 10”

catharsis nine

bring it i am ready to face you depression reality i just realised this year or so i was spiraling uncontrollably into the abysmal feedback loop from hell depression . paralysed by the cruelty of depression i was not able to gain full control over myself i just let myself drift away into nothingness leavingContinue reading “catharsis nine”