Fasting for 10 Days

It was almost a month into MCO in Malaysia and the virus was still vicious in spreading. Since I cannot do much helping the frontliners except for staying at home, I decided to do something more spiritual in aid to help out the people who are fighting the virus. Although it might seem unnecessary, but […]

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living hope

what if… what i want is not what i really need but what i need may not be what i wanted. what if… there is a dream in my life where the path is already dictated but it is out of my expectations. what if… life and light directs me in a way which even […]

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Breaking Chains, Breaking Crutches.

My mind was as hollow as it seemed, I was limping forwards, into the direction of nonentity, chasing blindly whilst catching my breath frantically. I was gripping tightly, desperately to the plastic crutches supporting my ability to walk, putting myself to the front with the least amount of energy possible. Weariness overwhelmed me gradually, in […]

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even the rocks will cry out

somnolent nights, wretched banalities, living life just as it is, intended, constructed. scrolling through the endless pixelated valley, falling prey into contempt, temptations, delusions. days and nights passing by as if time slipped away from my control. choices and chances made badly as if they are expendable from my life. enough is enough, i have […]

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Reach For Hope

Traversing through the concrete jungle, Entering the hearts of lions, Gleaming resplendently in the crescent night, Where love and hope is relative. I want to know how far I can go; I want to know how high I can reach. Been through the depths of the ravenous valley, Seeking darkness in the midst of darkness, […]

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One Lost Sheep

. lost . blind . wandering in nothingness the pasture where green promulgates at sight, wholly. pondering about castles built in the air wondering about directions in the vastness of aimlessness. “where am i?” “why am i still here?” questions upon questions left unanswered perhaps there are no answers to these questions. i better stop […]

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2018, Always.

This year had been a tough one, a roller-coaster ride, a roundelay, a nightmare, an awakening. I had not been productive at all, throughout the years of my life, this had been the most unproductive year of them all. Not only that, I also faced depression face to face. But, I always know that God […]

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A Story Left Untold

From Nazareth, To Bethlehem. Traversing in the dark, Following the unwavering light. No matter how lost you think you are; No matter how dark the route is; No matter how much you do not understand Just know that He is always there. He is always there Even if you do not know. He is always […]

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“Stand Up. Walk.”

The hall was furbished with Christmas lights, decked with boughs of holly, shone with the resplendent glow of faith and unstoppable hope. Believers were worshiping joyfully as the pre-believers started to dismiss back into their cycle of life. Enlightenment deluged the hall when the pastor prompted the congregation to take a step of faith, walk […]

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