Black Box #finale

Days, weeks, months passed. The void that I was living in was simply too good to be true, I could not even imagine what it was like outside, anymore. I just wanted to rest on my laurels, wait for things to fall into place for me, stop being me, anymore. Letting everything go, including myContinue reading “Black Box #finale”

re: hope #29

the thin gossamer thread that i held on for years it has not snapped nor has it torn apart, it remained stout, sturdy and solid. Through the depths hell, Over the nine mountains and eight seas, There is nothing That could cut This thread of hope, Not even the dreadful depression, Nor even the sinisterContinue reading “re: hope #29”

define catharsis #22

a therapy a way when there is no way a real talk a relationship with God a place to vent i did this all because i had no one i chose no one to help me out of this hell that i created for myself. i need to cross this bridge. the bridge of facingContinue reading “define catharsis #22”

Alone.

When reality checked in, Loneliness steps in, Along with other Grown-up problems. It is not the kind of Good solitude that You deserve at times; It is being alone. You will come to a point Where You eat alone, You sleep alone, You study alone, You drive alone, You do anything, Alone. Even when itContinue reading “Alone.”

Dream Again.

I have a dream. I had a dream. I wanted to touch the skies As long as I am still alive. It was all just a dream. Life showed me The darkest side of Me, myself. Toxic, Diabolical, Irrational, Foolish. I went astray. Not even did I not realise it, I went even further, FurtherContinue reading “Dream Again.”

“Not By Chance.”

Oblivion, I was spiraling deep in the abyss of misleading beliefs of meaninglessness. Climbing out of it was a valiant effort, rather foolish, believing that I could handle this by myself, letting my ego grabbed the wheels of my life for a year or so, steering me way out of track, straying even further awayContinue reading ““Not By Chance.””

Beyond

Battling. Vicious. No blood shed. From the inside. Tired. Relinquishing. Not yet. From the inside. Hunch. Kick. Too wearied. From the inside. Busy. Preoccupied. NO time. From the inside, out. What is happening In the inside Affects The outside. Excuses. Excuses. Excuses. Nothing more than that. Why am I like this? Keeping myself away FromContinue reading “Beyond”