To Places No One Goes

Where am I? How did I end up here? Questions upon questions Life, this is. I will go where You would go Take the lead and I will follow You To places no one goes Say the word and I will follow I will go where You would go Take the lead and I willContinue reading “To Places No One Goes”

catharsis 008

rolling rolling my mind my body drained sucked this is a loop i knew it in my bones and yet i still ignore it those signs conspicuous unperturbed my soul something is wrong with me something went wrong somewhere some so me. i need to stop searching for why but to look for the panaceaContinue reading “catharsis 008”

catharsis #5 ?

my brain, it hurts i really… i think i am going back to square one. nothing had changed i am still, me back to square one. my conscience, is once again buried deep in the depths of nothingness i could not tell anymore whether i am still, alive. silence, darkness, nothingness confusion what is happeningContinue reading “catharsis #5 ?”

Burned Out

Sick and tired. Worn out and beaten down. I am wearied, I am defeated. Still could not understand, Why this phase of life Is such a treachery Such a dreadful piece of shit. My neck hurts My head pounds My body is lethargic My mind is fucked. The thoughts inside me Are just tangled upContinue reading “Burned Out”


Wilting, My soul, My heart, My body, My will, Wearied. Tried, tried, tried; Failed, failed, failed; Irresistible, Feeble, Tried and tried, Failed and failed, Again and again, Screw it. Slumping down, Sliding down, Winding down, My physique, My weak self, Me. “There are three types of people here, One, Those who tried to resist, ButContinue reading “Shriveling”

Glassy Skies

Tipping my life on the glassy edifice, a city built in transparency, moulded together by the super-cooled liquid glass, encapsulated with my thoughts and feelings. I measured myself in the palace of crystalline glass, a tiny physical presence but I could sense the subtle ripples of distinct heartbeat. Pacing myself back and forth in theContinue reading “Glassy Skies”

Short Death

My heart was beating at a random pace, panning out to gather all the possible seconds that I was given, a probable estimation of my death line, hoping that I would not cross it, ever, but it was inevitable, I could only prolong my agony, not vanquishing it perpetually. I was standing in the middleContinue reading “Short Death”

Close, But Not Close Enough (Rewritten)

Suit and tie in place, cologne not too overwhelming, my reflection in the mirror gave me the little tinge of courage that I needed. Making sure every inch of my outfit was ironed properly, no creases were allowed in this attempt in meeting the one that I furtively loved for years. this is my chance, don’tContinue reading “Close, But Not Close Enough (Rewritten)”

An Imaginary, Ethereal Bond.

Conundrums, enigmas, the worlds between us are filled with, are imaginary. I kept swimming in the ocean without shores where darkness engulfed me wholly, and with no ray of hope shimmering at any corner of eyes. We meet at unexpected times, at impromptu moments, and those are the times where I felt as if I am at anotherContinue reading “An Imaginary, Ethereal Bond.”