Class Review & Sorting Notes (UTM)

Since it is almost the end of my 2nd semester, it is time to sort out my notes in an orderly fashion and snap the tutorials, finals, tests and notes into a soft-copy form. It is honestly not much but I just compile them to share with my course mates or other people who needsContinue reading “Class Review & Sorting Notes (UTM)”

Trichotillomania

This is something that I recently found out, and to be honest, I never knew this is a disease of the mind, the stigmatized term of the contempo society- a mental illness. Trichotillomania (TTM) is the recurrent pulling of one’s hair, resulting in hair loss. It is a close cousin of dermatillomania (compulsive skin picking),Continue reading “Trichotillomania”

battles, distortions, me.

Day… I do not want to count anymore. I have given up on it long ago. Blinded by the swiftness of life, I am left out once again because of me, falling prey to distortions, losing uphill battles. The pitch black facade revealed itself under those counterfeit gleaming lights across the vicinity, Life is notContinue reading “battles, distortions, me.”

Facing Abject Submission

Life had not been pretty to me for quite a time, even in the mobile games. I have been playing this 5v5 mobile game- Wang Zhe, similar to League of Legends (LoL). Almost every match in 5 days of a week, I will be teamed up with idiots, away from keyboard (AFK) players, very negativeContinue reading “Facing Abject Submission”

What Am I Doing?

Procrastination, Laziness, Taking everything for granted. I was still the same old me, Wanting to avoid As many problems As possible, Never wanting to face them, Man to man. I’d rather hide around, Go around, Circumvent… Wrong word, it should be Cowardice, Weak. I just can’t stop Distracting myself From my main objective. Do IContinue reading “What Am I Doing?”

Killing Time

Waking up early on Saturdays, went to work. Played some games during the free times, just to avoid picking up a book to read, or to even write something that was planned long ago. I just liked to waste my time on superfluous matters. After finishing up my work, headed home. Making detours here andContinue reading “Killing Time”

Marching into The Valley of Change. (March Goals)

Being a complete failure last month, and even had a period where I became too lazy and stopped blogging for two weeks. It was a fucking disgrace. The change that I brought into my life had landed a negative impact on my life, the gaming life and once I was dragged into the pits ofContinue reading “Marching into The Valley of Change. (March Goals)”

It Takes A Lot to Jump

The nights were blaring with red and blue lights, it was freaking noisy, my heart was already impaled with the thought of ending my life by jumping off this edifice, and here came the ‘rescue’- more of a let-down. My head was drifting into a near insane state, yet I waited for the people toContinue reading “It Takes A Lot to Jump”

Send Help!

Dear writers, bloggers, people of Maths and Science: I NEED HELP!  Recently, I read an article citing there were only a handful of reputable people that have an ardent passion in both Maths and writing. To put it in other words, they are novelist / writers and Mathematicians at the same time.  However, I amContinue reading “Send Help!”