re: sense four #23

meaning; purpose of life changes, alternates between the realities that we live in. what do i actually want in life? what is the purpose of this life? there is no definite answer it changes from time to time. as we grow with realism, our minds will me moulded to suit the reality around us, conformity […]

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catharsis 008

rolling rolling my mind my body drained sucked this is a loop i knew it in my bones and yet i still ignore it those signs conspicuous unperturbed my soul something is wrong with me something went wrong somewhere some so me. i need to stop searching for why but to look for the panacea […]

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PaIn

Falling, Drowning, Failing, Hoping. Pain is the sign that I am still alive. Pain is the significance Of my every breath. Humans live for Achievements, Challenges, Pain and hope. Wrenching, Dreadful, Wearying, Beautiful. When we fall down, We climb back up, Feeling the lingering pain Learning from pain. If we keep on falling, We keep […]

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Harassed

The lecture hall was quiet as usual, there were the same people answering the lecturer, paying any attention at all in the lecture hall and those who just could not care more. Time passed as the students presented in front, the lecturer was mildly impressed by the students’ performances. “… and thus concluding my presentation. […]

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Numb

Time is flying. I am still not in the know. Senseless of time. I am numb. Weeks and weeks Coruscated across my eyes. I am still The same old me. A heart surgery Cannot change a person. It is the heart that matters. Why care so much? It is the heart that matters. Why give […]

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Snipped

My head was awakened with knocks of the damned nightmarish droning of the hollowed hideout of the enemy. Skimming the sides of the surrounding in a blurred manner, a brief memory told me that we were captured by the enemy, waiting for the torture to fork out whatever information that we held. The place was […]

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Anew

It is prophetic. that we are alive. Living in spirals Loops of feedback from hell. I am still alive. I feel the pain, the agony, the emptiness. Nothingness was me. I felt nothing was worth it anymore. I feel like throwing myself away. It was odious. Letting out the anger The fear, the whatsoever that […]

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On The Spot.

After months of grueling training with strict discipline, I was more than prepared to take on the best. It felt like it. Mentality also played a crucial role in winning all the matches, leading me to the final where I would be facing Masked. He was more masculine than me, bigger size than me, eventually […]

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Doing Nothing.

Starting the day in a routine manner. I walked into my duties with an ordinary heart and a correct attitude. Nothing could stop me doing what I am doing, it was just a rather plain, normal, tasteless day. As I was carrying out my day job, a thought struck me as I was in action, […]

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