Relapse, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal. This time it is not that different, but totally different from the previous times that I fall into this feedback loop from hell. I went back into the addiction cycle that I gotten rid of years ago, this time was more hellish compared to the previous time. Imagine yourself,Continue reading “the times when i lost control”
i am grateful for 2020.
thank you 2020 for all the experiences, opportunities and everything along with it.
This is one of my ways to get my feelings off my chest. I just have to do it, in this written form.
This is a post talking about the recent changes of my life. I switched courses from Pure Maths to Pure Mechanical Engineering. Although I had to waste one year doing so, but I would rather waste one year learning something new and applicable rather than four years doing outdated stuffs that would not add value to me. Realising it late is indeed painful and time-consuming but I take it as an expensive lesson that cost a year to learn how to always self-reflect from time to time with clarity.
This is the script for my update video for Youtube and also IGTV. A short video on appreciation, changes, takeaways and thoughts in general.
This is what have been going on inside my head for the past few months. Quite messy and rather screwed up. But, it is a matter of getting a slap from my conscience and waking up to clear my head. It is not a good piece to read, but please do not let this writing affect you negatively.
21 indeed is a weird age. I wander and wonder, why are things the way they are, what is it going to be in the future, when am I going to meet someone special, how to keep my principles in check from the dread of life, who are the people that I can really dependContinue reading “am i loyal, brave and true?”
this is a post. i talk to myself. see what is going on with myself. this is some sort of therapy for me. i want to know whether i am still on track or not.
My first year experience (a comprehensive review) in University Technology Malaysia UTM as a Bachelor of Science in Mathematics student (undergraduate)