defining moment

“Are you still there?” … “Are you still there?” … “Are you…” the voice waned into non-existence, a commonplace for cold responses. It morphed into a human-like figure, approaching the singular presence that was hidden away in the darkness from the harshness of reality and soundly dwelling in a comforting reverie called the ‘past’. As […]

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too generic

what is it to write a good piece, something that is worth reading, something that is worth looking back to. wha… what is this? my head, my mind, my train of thoughts, hurts. a lot. it is a drought in here i feel it i live in it it does not mean much it is […]

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“align me, i want to fly.”

do the right thing, at the right time, at the right place, for the right reason. – Mr. Leong Youth is never waiting, so as time. I am not any younger than I was yesterday, I am letting time slip away from time to time. Countless opportunities that laid right in front of me are […]

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Doors

Floating, in the array of doors, standing still in front of me. The doors were scattered asunder. I was weightless. The atmosphere felt empty as I skimmed through the surroundings. creak. BANG! creak. BANG! creak…  The doors were flinging open and shut simultaneously around me, my attention could not span as the cacophony grew rampant, […]

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Think Like A Freak By Steven D. Levitt & Stephen J. Dubner (Book Review)

Thinking that your mind is not as innovative than other people? Give a read on this book, Think Like A Freak encompasses a list of different ways that how a freak thinks, definitely a bemusing read for you. Their style and presentation of ideas in this book is light, simple and story-based rather than just […]

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Dormant

Laying back on my heart, breathing dwindling into a slow motion, I stared blankly into the four walls in pitch black, not even sure about what I was looking for. My heart was still beating, alive, I had a lot going on inside me, but I needed a rest, an empty space for my mind […]

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re: broken #27

it is only when i am broken, i discover myself, how the pieces of mine came about, how the brokenness made me whole again. holding my breath, closed my eyes, counting my blessings, listing down my times, i realised myself after i was shattered into million pieces, smithereens, most of them were dust, some of […]

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interrupted catharsis #13

painsufferingdespairimpairmythoughtsare painconfusionnoselfcontrolidonotwantto thisismyheadmessedupasever icouldnotthinkstraightthisisthesign thatiamgoingbacktosquareone atthispointiamconfusedasever powerlessuselesssenseless i am defeated once again congrats… i am back to darkness again falling spiraling wandering into the darkest me. succumbed given up i am losing myself my grip the gossamer hope shimmering dimming at the horizon i am one foot away from my demise i can… iamsouselessmylifeismeaninglessitissodark icantseemyfuturewhatismypurposeagain […]

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catharsis #4

time and time time is ticking rushing, pulsating, blurry. the rush is prominent in my veins how long can it last? a subjective question the previous one lasted for a year or so hopefully this will last for a lifetime i do not want to spiral into a cycle of nothingness again. catharsis is a […]

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