Adapt. Improvise. Overcome.

Breathing silently, Deeply. Life is passing us by. I want to know How I Am still alive, right now? This lingering dilemma Questions My existence, purpose and values. The realm of possibility Is vast Beyond my imaginations. Anything can Happen Anytime, anywhere. As the incident Hits me I must be able to fit in. Adaptability […]

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losing it.

time is dripping away so as my life force dwindling into subtle nothingness drifting away from consciousness i do not know how long or how far am i away from diving into an abysmal darkness, blackness. zip. my head had a mild trance. zip. not once, a frequent occurring issue an invisible, but palpable problem. […]

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Overthinking Overthinking

Unsettling, cacophonous, messed up. This is the life that I live, the brain that I have is ceaseless, restless and relentless. My mind is an enigma to me, to everyone, I can be directly straightforward with you without ever thinking of the consequences and I can be hiding behind the bushes whilst conjecturing every single […]

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Swaying In Between

Pressing my eyes against the pillow, an effective way to put me to rest my mind, body and soul. I recalled holding my phone in my hands before drifting into my reverie. In my sway into unconsciousness, I caught myself watching an unfinished Youtube video. It felt real. I woke up, grabbing the air just […]

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F*** It

Losing myself, Into the abyss Of reality itself. Doing the things That I do not like Which will indirectly Tire me out Easily. I do not want This life to be like this To be consistently Fulfilling others’ Needs. Entangled in between Me and myself; Reality and conscience; I was stuck, I could not think […]

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What’s The Point?

Fingers sprinting across the keyboard, furiously typing out the essays to be handed in the next day; clocking in and out for the day, everyday; going to do the same old thing, repeating, like a routine, every single day. “What’s the point?” I started to ask myself this question months back in an effort to […]

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Overwhelmingly Overwhelmed.

Willingly, I volunteered to march into this gauntlet, a pitch black arena where ends did not meet, at all. My heart was adamant to get through this path that I picked, my hands were trembling from the sweat profuse from my body. Breathing, still, I could still catch hold to my breath, not for long. […]

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Fallen Angel

Blinded, I could not see the pathway that was laid in front of me. Adrift, as if I was amnesiac, I had lost my way, clueless about where I was heading to. My wings were wearied, my heart was flurried with mixed, convoluted feelings, I could not think nor fly straight, my thoughts were scattered […]

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Becoming A Deviant

Routine, as usual- going to school, going to work, stuck in jams, reading the same material, waiting for nothing. I pulled myself out of bed, scrolling through Twitter, watching some Youtube for an hour or so, trapped in the social media feedback loop from hell without having any conscience to break-free whatsoever. Upon reaching school, […]

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