Withdrawal

Mind racing, heart thumping, head pounding in the dead of the night. I promised myself not to take it, again. I just, I could not resist the temptation, my body was craving for it, the fulfilling delirious ecstasy, a dopamine rush. Although I was conscious about what I was doing, but I still did it […]

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Dream Again.

I have a dream. I had a dream. I wanted to touch the skies As long as I am still alive. It was all just a dream. Life showed me The darkest side of Me, myself. Toxic, Diabolical, Irrational, Foolish. I went astray. Not even did I not realise it, I went even further, Further […]

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Power Of Visualisation

“Close you eyes.” a seemingly pointless prompt when you are at the troughs of life or at the pinnacle of a situation where nothing possible could be done, “Imagine the picture that you want, let the image flow through your brain, do not attempt to stop it.” The small act of closing your eyes might […]

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Shriveling

Wilting, My soul, My heart, My body, My will, Wearied. Tried, tried, tried; Failed, failed, failed; Irresistible, Feeble, Tried and tried, Failed and failed, Again and again, Screw it. Slumping down, Sliding down, Winding down, My physique, My weak self, Me. “There are three types of people here, One, Those who tried to resist, But […]

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Catching A Glimpse Of My Future

Nothingness. Blackness. Darkness overshadowed the entirety of my mind’s perception of my future. I could not see anything, not even something good nor bad that appeared inside my head, it was pure emptiness- nothingness. I pried my eyes opened, living the banal life still, feeling that I could do more than I should or could. […]

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Plugged

The hall was filled with children, the febrile atmosphere, consuming everyone into a ride of excitement. I was assigned to play the slideshow after the speech was done. As the prompt was given to me, I clicked the mouse nonchalantly, having the simple faith that everything would turn up well. But, the screen only showed […]

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Mind Over Matters

I was a little girl, I was a subject, blurred by the reality of growing up, my Quirk was slowly dissipating, the fragments of my past remained as cremains of my old self. Standing in the middle of the snow, thick coat wreathed around me, some thing clicked inside me, it was a distant memory, […]

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Simulated

Rays of doom were raining down from the skies, it was as if the higher-ups above us were pouring their wrath over us. We were known to worship the skies as our superior leader, but if one of us broke the cycle, the skies would be angry, and abysmal situations would happen, like now. Everyone […]

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Untitled

The feeling of clapping using only one hand, overthinking about you when you do not even care anymore, the effort that I gave is insufficient to be worth a second of your acknowledgement. I choose to accept the Fates, that put me in this bedraggled wretch situation, I could not even breath, my lungs are choked […]

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