Breaking Chains, Breaking Crutches.

My mind was as hollow as it seemed, I was limping forwards, into the direction of nonentity, chasing blindly whilst catching my breath frantically. I was gripping tightly, desperately to the plastic crutches supporting my ability to walk, putting myself to the front with the least amount of energy possible. Weariness overwhelmed me gradually, in […]

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What Went Wrong? (A Letter To WordPress)

Dear WordPress and the lovely blogging community: Is it just me? Or is it affecting the whole WordPress community? Why are our works not being exposed as much as last few months ago? What actually went wrong, WordPress? My writing style has been evolving from time to time, but I still keep my touch on […]

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Died.

Static, after work, no one seemed to care about me, my phone was left with no notifications, I had nobody to go to, I could only go home and rest for the next day’s routine. It had been the same these past few months. No, almost two years now. I thought I was accustomed to […]

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Look At The Stars

Dear deskmate: Yo! I know you are quitting your studies to pursue another form of studies. Perhaps, this was not your choice initially, but since there were pressures from here and there, so here we are for almost a year. In my personal opinion, it is un-wise to quit now, be aware, I’m not saying […]

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What Am I Doing?

Procrastination, Laziness, Taking everything for granted. I was still the same old me, Wanting to avoid As many problems As possible, Never wanting to face them, Man to man. I’d rather hide around, Go around, Circumvent… Wrong word, it should be Cowardice, Weak. I just can’t stop Distracting myself From my main objective. Do I […]

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I’m Sorry.

Dear WordPress bloggers: I’m sorry. Really sorry about my misdemeanor in the blogging community that was toxic. As you might know me, famous for the wrong reason, for mass liking the comments in the community pool and first friday, I was being an asshole seeking for attention.  I’m sorry that you have to wake up […]

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The Internet and A Creator

Somnolent nights, starry skies, I cupped myself in my shame, curled myself into a ball at the corner of my room, scrolling through my feeds on Youtube. I am a Youtuber, and a student, it was dejected when I opened the comments section, it was filled with hate, insulting comments. You bitch, you ain’t that […]

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Bane of Existence

You good-for-nothing! You are a disgrace to the family! I rather give birth to a char siew! “why am I borned in an Asian family?” I cocooned myself in the corner of my room, I got a C for my Maths, and I got beleaguered by my parents as a disgrace. I scored flying colours for […]

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Guise

The path in front of me is paved with obstacles, holes, problems that are made to tumble me down. I surmise that it is going to be straight. No, it is not at all straight. There are people that are sent to help us, acting as the beacon of light; there are people sent to […]

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