no. no. no. no. no.

Temptation. Roaring into my wearied heart. Ripping my resistance well apart. My body was moving by itself. No. My conscience pleaded. Growing stronger, I’m turning into nothing. No. Please no.  Slowly engulfing me, I’m powerless, feeble, WEAK. Pushing away, Fighting, Nothing happened. No. No. NO! Fucks were not given. Perhaps… NO! PLEASE NO! Defeated. Again. […]

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Balloon Twisting

Share some love to this ardent, pundit photographer and his brilliant post idea by visiting and follow his Instagram:  key_to_kye Full length photo below: “Kye, wanna go to do something fun?” Deb said in her cheeky voice as I was driving us back home, I did not reply, “… something different?” I was wearied from […]

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Point of No Return

I’m lost… Sauntering in the facade of reality, the cloak of nothingness, ain’t I…? Catching, holding my breath as I pushed myself through another routine day. My mind was racing from one thing to another, pacing quicker than I could think, but I felt that I was going nowhere. The upbeat chill pop, a background noise; the tapping […]

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Controller

Grunt. Spat some blood out, a blow landed straight into my stomach, set me flying into the wall behind me. My room was dim, my TV just blew its fuse. The figure dealt another ballistic shot, sending me straight down a floor. Light temporarily blinded my vision, the figure coruscated from above, my hands lifted up […]

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Treachery

Chains shackled against the cold hard concrete, I was bounded yet again as a war crime. Stripped naked, I was blast with the spotlights hanging all around me. PANG! PANG! PANG! The irregular clangs of metal bars were violent, rambling across my ear drum, conjuring the searing pain across my head. Just stop. I had to choose to […]

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“You Can Do This.”

Re-discovered, Re-ignited, Re-inspired. I’m ready, I’m prepared To face the world. Pummeled down, Demolished, Crushed, My hopes and dreams, Once again, I’m lost. “I can’t do this shit anymore.” No. Losing myself Into the feedback loop From hell. “This is so difficult!” When can I learn? When can I be strong enough? When can I […]

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“Pertinacious.”

“Pertinacious.” Kai uttered syllable by syllable and went to her class. Just one word to cap off everything that was on my mind when I had a small talk with her. She sent my thoughts flying into the endless spiral of my cluttered mind, a multilayered madness. Holding tenaciously to a purpose. My mind responded with […]

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Placebo -ed

If you are given a glass of plain coloured water to drink and be told that it is going to have certain side effects- dizziness, hallucination, and mere irritation subcutaneously, you might believe that it might be true. If the drink is further illustrated as a medicine or supplement to be run as a test, […]

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Sailing

The clouds were in a sporadic notion, moving slowly but not erratically. It was a good day to fish, I was sitting with my net untouched for half an hour, gracing upon the blue, blue oceans reflecting panels of light from the diminished spectrum of light from the skies. Calm, a little too calm, something is […]

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