Why Do I Still Write?

How I got myself into writing. At the young age, I was naturally attracted to English books and read them during my spare time, I liked the fact how imaginations and thoughts could be painted in words. One of my first inspirers for English as a language was Mr. Tiong, an American educated teacher, heContinue reading “Why Do I Still Write?”

21 Lessons for the 21st Century by Yuval Noah Harari (Book Review)

My first impression of this book is that people in this contemporary have no clue about what they are living for and what they are living in. Humans are slowly devoured by the exponential growth of biotech and infotech. When we are still struggling to get a pass in our old, archaic education system, bigContinue reading “21 Lessons for the 21st Century by Yuval Noah Harari (Book Review)”

this is normal

Another day at the intricate subway system of Japan, people were cramming against each other like sardines and some were taking the opportunities to satisfy their carnal desires but most of them were rushing to work or school. This is how Japan flows. I was still very new to the modus operandi as I justContinue reading “this is normal”

a million pieces

“this is it…” nothingness engulfed me as the overwhelming waves of redundancy and comfort swarmed my conscience. “something is lost…” I was too caught up with myself, the things that I was doing, and I eventually lost it. somewhere… sometime… something…  “it is too much effort to care anymore.” I sighed as a plethora ofContinue reading “a million pieces”

battles, distortions, me.

Day… I do not want to count anymore. I have given up on it long ago. Blinded by the swiftness of life, I am left out once again because of me, falling prey to distortions, losing uphill battles. The pitch black facade revealed itself under those counterfeit gleaming lights across the vicinity, Life is notContinue reading “battles, distortions, me.”

you are looking at the wrong direction.

Life is not easy, especially if you want everything in your life. Things will start to fall apart, shattering into a million pieces even before you start to realise. Spiraling into a loop from hell, I began to see that how deep a hole that I had fallen into and yet to recover from. ForContinue reading “you are looking at the wrong direction.”

Black Box #two

Everything happened so quickly, my mind and heart could not keep up. It was pitch-black, my heart was slowly slipping into the infinite abyss of no return, my mental state was treading upon the thin line of in-sanity, my visions became murky. I was thrown into abject submission, oblivious about what my future could hold.Continue reading “Black Box #two”

re: sense four #23

meaning; purpose of life changes, alternates between the realities that we live in. what do i actually want in life? what is the purpose of this life? there is no definite answer it changes from time to time. as we grow with realism, our minds will me moulded to suit the reality around us, conformityContinue reading “re: sense four #23”

define catharsis #22

a therapy a way when there is no way a real talk a relationship with God a place to vent i did this all because i had no one i chose no one to help me out of this hell that i created for myself. i need to cross this bridge. the bridge of facingContinue reading “define catharsis #22”