it’s been more than a week

It has been more than a week (almost two weeks) since I posted anything, I simply did not have the will nor the effort to do so even the Malaysian government has imposed a Movement Control Order (MCO) from 18 March 2020 to 14 April 2020. Now, I want to share how I felt and […]

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2019, Reached.

2019 is one of the most fruitful year among all the years that I had lived through, this is a year where I grew the most- mentally, physically and spiritually. Although most of the things that I had to endure might not sound sweet but I thoroughly enjoyed the process of those experiences and I […]

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burning a candle at both ends.

Here I am again, rambling through the frugality of the keyboard, drumming my thoughts and mind into the pixelated screen, letting them out to the world. I am never good with time and I want to change that- I want to be good with time- there are just way too many distractions at hand, especially […]

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Am I Desperate Enough?

Time and tide wait for no man, in just a blink of an eye, 14 days had past and I am still the old me at times when my attention slip out of my sight. I have a desire to become better this 2019 but I did not do so for the first few days […]

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2018, Always.

This year had been a tough one, a roller-coaster ride, a roundelay, a nightmare, an awakening. I had not been productive at all, throughout the years of my life, this had been the most unproductive year of them all. Not only that, I also faced depression face to face. But, I always know that God […]

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Do It December.

What a weird year that I had! I learned a lot, I fell a lot, I wasted a lot, time and time. To be honest, this period of my life had been a turning point for me, where the gradient is zero and the second derivative of it is positive- a minimum point. But, I […]

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Self-Reflect (Real Talk)

This is another honest piece where I ramble around for half an hour or so, see how long my fingers are willing to go and how much my head is willing to spill out. First things first, I did some rumination, pondering, thinking about what have I done throughout the year and I found nothing […]

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My Darkest Self.

A thought struck me as I am looking back at when all of these had started. A year and a half ago, I was working fully with my boss, I never had the time to slack to bother about other things, it was purely work and blogging, nothing in between them. However, after I stopped […]

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Fallen Angel

Blinded, I could not see the pathway that was laid in front of me. Adrift, as if I was amnesiac, I had lost my way, clueless about where I was heading to. My wings were wearied, my heart was flurried with mixed, convoluted feelings, I could not think nor fly straight, my thoughts were scattered […]

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