sometimes it is better to do nothing

the world that we are living in seems so unimaginative. it is so painful to see how things play out,they always end up the same way,never playing out. at all. i am so tired, maybe i don’t even care anymore.this futile effort of mine,is never going to be somethingthat can amaze myself anyhow. things just […]

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quit bitching, start doing.

Burnt-out is the first word that came into my mind. I have been writing for two years and posted more than 700 writings, and here I am, bitching about how much shit I have not done, how tired I am, how much time I lack, how I am not doing so much. There are many […]

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2019, REACH!

2018 was a fruitless yet fruitful year, a year where I went through the depths of hell and came back up unscathed, resurrected with a new-found message from God- reach. Here rests the past of 2018, an unforgettable lesson, dreaded treachery, that I had learned from it. thank u, next. Not really much had happened […]

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2018, Always.

This year had been a tough one, a roller-coaster ride, a roundelay, a nightmare, an awakening. I had not been productive at all, throughout the years of my life, this had been the most unproductive year of them all. Not only that, I also faced depression face to face. But, I always know that God […]

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Dormant

Laying back on my heart, breathing dwindling into a slow motion, I stared blankly into the four walls in pitch black, not even sure about what I was looking for. My heart was still beating, alive, I had a lot going on inside me, but I needed a rest, an empty space for my mind […]

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Do It December.

What a weird year that I had! I learned a lot, I fell a lot, I wasted a lot, time and time. To be honest, this period of my life had been a turning point for me, where the gradient is zero and the second derivative of it is positive- a minimum point. But, I […]

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re: catharsis #15

chained locked up the security is tighter this time around “I ain’t falling for this again.” . . the chains came crumbling down the skies opened up stillness came rushing in as if i am resurrected. don’t be content. don’t lose guard. don’t forget. i stood in the midst of whiteness at least it was […]

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catharsis 10

head to head we face depression you are actually not as scary as i thought, the only thing that is intimidating is when i hide from you, as i came to you, you are nothing compared to me; you are a mere hindrance to the greatness that resides within me; you are just lonely, empty, […]

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666 catharsis 666

“wake up.” “wake up!” “you’v… who am i…? what am i doing here…? am i still…  alive? me? my eyes were burned with searing white lights tiring, lethargic, wearied, my soul. fall back just fall back into that trance the peaceful trance the unwarranted reverie the beautiful nightmare fall back into it never wake up […]

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