this is normal

Another day at the intricate subway system of Japan, people were cramming against each other like sardines and some were taking the opportunities to satisfy their carnal desires but most of them were rushing to work or school. This is how Japan flows. I was still very new to the modus operandi as I just […]

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Died.

Static, after work, no one seemed to care about me, my phone was left with no notifications, I had nobody to go to, I could only go home and rest for the next day’s routine. It had been the same these past few months. No, almost two years now. I thought I was accustomed to […]

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It Takes A Lot to Jump

The nights were blaring with red and blue lights, it was freaking noisy, my heart was already impaled with the thought of ending my life by jumping off this edifice, and here came the ‘rescue’- more of a let-down. My head was drifting into a near insane state, yet I waited for the people to […]

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Please… Just… STOP!

Chester Bennington, then Jonghyun, then who? Us. Why suicide? It is because of us. Why there will be more? It is because of us once more. Just stop whatever the fuck you all are posting at social media, let the officials announce that, and enough, no need to spread such kind of negative, contagious virus […]

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KABOOM!!!

I was a scapegoat, a vanguard, a one-man suicide squad. Whatever you wanted to call me, I would care less, because I had only one reason to live, and end my life, it was to wreck some shit and create a fair opening for the rest of my team to march into the enemies lair, […]

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One More Light

If they say Who cares if one more light goes out? I was torn apart by the split of myself, my body still assisted me to be alive just because I could not end it, but something, the split inside me yanked my will to live to an abysmal pit of nadir, I could not […]

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Bitter Coward

The midst of a catacombs, a nonentity burial site for the innocent, the warriors, the soldiers, the spies, and the people whose lives were sacrificed for the sake of the war for the better, the war to end wars. Malodorous was the vicinity, stained with blood of the deceased, wretched by the trapped souls of […]

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